Machine Gun Kelly is preparing to welcome his first child with ex-fiancée Megan Fox, but the joyous occasion is tinged with sadness following the death of his close friend. 

The rapper, whose real name is Colson Baker, recently opened up about the emotional weight of the moment, describing it as “bittersweet.”

Mourning the Loss of a Close Friend

The 34-year-old musician took to social media to pay tribute to his late friend, Australian snowboarder Luke “The Dingo” Trembath,

who passed away on February 28 at the age of 38. In an emotional post, Kelly shared his grief, reflecting on their deep bond and how Trembath’s death affected him profoundly.

“Crazy… I didn’t even cry this hard when my dad died. I’ve lost a lot of friends, but I’ve never lost a brother,” he wrote.

Kelly described Trembath as a “true rockstar” who never needed to make music to embody that spirit. He recalled his friend’s loud, charismatic, and sometimes “annoying” presence, highlighting the impact he had on everyone around him.

The rapper’s tribute continued with heartfelt memories, including Trembath’s signature toasts, his incredible energy, and his ability to lift the mood at every major event in Kelly’s life. “I’ll miss your bellyflops, I’ll miss watching you walk through the door and lifting the energy of every pivotal event in my adult life… but most of all I’ll miss your laugh,” he wrote.

Breaking the News to His Daughter

Kelly also shared the pain of telling his 15-year-old daughter, Casie, about Trembath’s passing. He revealed how much she loved him and recalled a sweet childhood memory when she struggled to pronounce his name and called him “Ping Pong” instead. Describing it as one of the hardest calls he’s ever had to make, he emphasized how deeply Trembath was loved by those around him.

The ‘Bittersweet’ Arrival of His Baby

Amid his mourning, Kelly also reflected on the upcoming birth of his child with Megan Fox. He imagined Trembath watching over the baby in spirit, humorously suggesting that his friend was already “up there” making the little one laugh before sending them into the world.

“I couldn’t ask for a more bittersweet birth blessing,” he wrote, expressing the complex emotions he’s experiencing as he prepares for fatherhood again while dealing with an immense loss.

Megan Fox’s Support System Amid the Split

Fox, 38, is expecting the baby any day now and has reportedly been leaning on her older sister, Kristi Fox, for support. The actress has been relying on family during this transitional period, particularly as she navigates life after her recent split from Kelly.

The former couple called off their engagement in November 2024, four years after they first began dating. Their breakup became public just two weeks after they announced the pregnancy.

Kelly’s Commitment to Fatherhood

Despite their separation, sources close to the couple have revealed that Kelly is committed to being a hands-on father. Insiders say he and Fox remain in communication and that the musician is determined to be present in their child’s life.

“He has every intention of being there for his baby,” a source shared. “He loves Megan and wants nothing more than to be a family unit.”

Although their romantic relationship has ended, both Kelly and Fox are reportedly prioritizing co-parenting as they prepare for their child’s arrival.

Moving Forward After Heartbreak

For Kelly, the next chapter is filled with both excitement and sorrow. As he mourns the loss of his close friend, he is also stepping into a new role as a father once again. While the emotions are overwhelming, he finds comfort in the belief that Trembath will always be watching over him and his growing family.

“Life will always be less without you, but legends never die,” he concluded in his tribute. “We’ll all miss you, brother.”

As Kelly and Fox prepare to welcome their baby, fans continue to support them through this period of transition, loss, and new beginnings.